Soulmates: Moving Beyond Dinosaur Poop!

On a steadily rainy day, when the energy is having me look inside myself for the source of agitation in regards to a new flame which appeared on my screen. This appearance of some One who fits to my dream, doesn’t happen so often, now. I’m not the one to go on dating sites and cross reference profiles, and interview tens and hundreds of men.

My new found way since journeying in Spain and Morocco, where being without funds, Icould only move when the door opened, when the angels provided me a way. I learned from that experience to keep my life simple, and merely follow what was presented to me as an inspiration.

My new flame and I began on Facebook with the following conversation,

I wrote on Facebook, “Being a leaper, I can’t practice patience enough, especially when attracting my soulmate.”

He jumped in with his reply, “We tend to spend so much time wanting and trying to figure out how to make something happen, don’t we? Instead of trusting, being happy (with ourselves and with life as is), and then having that vibration bring us what we want. Of course, I’m talking about myself here..”

I had never ‘noticed’ him before even though we had befriended each other some time in the past. The angel cards were pointing to this romance appearing on my screen. We continued in playful conversation on chat, and then for several days, exchanging our birthdates for getting an astrological composite reading.

A few days later, my astrological friend, Debby and I gathered around her kitchen table the other day with printouts of the composite reading. “Oh, how beautiful,” Debby exclaimed, “People will view you as the perfect couple. You naturally go together and you are seen as a team.” We went on to read all the other beautiful aspects, “able to communicate effectively one’s emotions and thoughts, both ready to stand together on world issues, work well together on projects, great creativity springs from working together, are at ease around each other, great sexual play and inventiveness.” It was so beautiful it brought me to tremble. Our challenge would be to refrain from analyzing our relationship and each other, and just communicate our feelings gently, which we both know how to do very well.

Meanwhile, my new found soulmate slowed communication to a halt. Upon opening my unanswered messages on Facebook, my adult voice told me, “Just let it be. He’s going through something unrelated to you.” Yet,,,,the Pluto influence invited the insecure child in me, to come out of hiding and voice her concerns:

The little voice said: “Oh, you advanced ahead too fast! You’ve let him know your interest! It’s not good. Now you may drive him away.”

I wrote a spontaneous Twitter message, “Remember, “The Rules” book for dating? It’s as outdated as dinosaur poop!”

Today I pulled the ‘Transformation’ card, while feeling this agitation that I had ‘done something to drive him away’. Ok, Annie, hold everything! as I grabbed a pen and some paper and asked the Invisible Realm help me to see anything causing me to feel upset. I wrote, “As a child, I blamed myself for my father never being home. I thought there was something wrong with me and with us, that he wasn’t with us very much. I thought I drove him away from us.”

I meditated and then, My Invisible Realm (my higher Self)  wrote back, “You didn’t drive your father away. He avoided intimacy with his family. He didn’t know how to do intimacy. He was afraid of love. That’s why he chose the traveling salesman role in this lifetime. He didn’t have the schooling to acquaint himself with his irrational fears. He felt better staying aloof.”

I feel much better. There is really nothing more to think about, nor was there ever anything to think about. And thank goodness I took myself through the process. I am releasing my fear of driving away my life partner. I hand it over to you, my beloved Invisible Realm!

May all the soul mates confront their fears, speak about them with someone with whom they trust, and move beyond the fears. May soulmates who are in togetherness, speak their fears, and release them to each other. And may soulmates refrain from trying to ‘fix’ the other. It’s a blessing to simply be heard.

Let’s move beyond the dinosaur days, where the slight smell of gas, has us run away!!! Here’s a little video as a reminder of the old dinosaur days!!!

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